Monday, March 04, 2013

Blinded by the Light


Z S H and ehhhh C?


I had successfully remembered the sequence on the Snellen chart to get away with not really seeing a bloody thing….

Well, maybe I should have , but obviously I didn’t… that would have defeating the purpose of sitting at home without vision for a more then 10day  period… it was tempting though, as it can make you feel soooo small not being able to read out what’s right in front of you.

If you already struggle with reading when testing both eyes as a pair,  just testing them individually one by one, to sort of establish the digression in the eye since last time…. (my right eye is very close to being officially classed as blind)  can be soo disheartening and discouraging….

(I’ve also started to notice a pattern, where whoever will be doing the testing, will never say if you had it right or wrong… just “Well done”  or “Thanks” to whatever you say.. I could be making up letters that don’t exists, and id still get a “well done” I think … any thoughts of other on that be very very welcome  J )

But lets get back to the story at hand…. As described in one of the previous post I had been home for a short period to not wear my contacts to give my eyes rest to do a proper follow up test a year after diagnosis.

I had been able to get my files mailed over from the UK, for the doctors here to compare the results to.. .but to get the latest situation on paper it involved a full day of test, which I wish I had written down so I can sort of explain what happened.. .in any case, it involved a bout 4/5 computerised tests and the regular tests you might expect from an eye exam…

I had an appointment first thing in the morning on a Monday morning and a friend had taken pitty on me and figured it be better I wasn’t trying to get there on my own whilst being in my blurry bubble … so  there we were sitting in the fully brightly lit waiting room, wondering why, if this was an eye hospital with supposedly a lot of visitors in much worse conditions then me ,  they didn’t have a speaking elevator announcing the floors of where you arrived at…

Apart from that, no issues.. we sat and waited, and after a while I recall  seeing the Doc that looked after me on my last visit, but then again, I saw not much, so the fact he sort of waived gave it away I guess….
Eventually the tests started, and I was introduced to another specialist who took me through to most of the tests, which involved a lot of bright light shining into my eyes and face, reading out those pesky letters, little blows of air into my eyes, more lights, some weird looking glasses on my head, some more lights , the measuring of the movement of my eyes… as we discovered I had another fun thing… not just having trouble with my cornea, but It seemed I had trouble keeping my eyes still , something that made the testing slightly more difficult on occasions, but also probably one of the reasons why initially  I got misdiagnosed all those months back… 

It emerged I had something called  cyclotension nystagmus..(try that with scrabble) nothing major, as said it involves the control of movement of the eye… but something that can be handled much easier when you’re a kid then when you’re in your late thirties..
In any case, its something that’s part of my issues, it doesn't make it worse or less worse, its there and there’s not much else that can be done.

It was a full on couple of hours and I noticed my friend was slightly intrigued, worried and slightly shocked to what was going on, as she was quite aware of my issues, but being there and seeing the tests happening and realising how bad my eyes really are, made it in her own words a bit of an eye opener.. .(Pun intended??)

This came more apparent when the lady that been doing all the testing talked me through some of the options that are available to manage my condition better… currently I’m using RGP lenses, and am planning on using them for quite another while although it sort of means getting a new set every 9 to 12 months as my eye will get worse over that period, at the other side of the spectrum there is Corneal Transplants, which I hope to be far away from, but never say never…

What she did however was  re-educated me on the Crosslinking and Keraring option, two fairly new and not everywhere accepted ways of slowing down deterioration off the cornea’s…. not as in a , you need to do this now way, but a first let’s see what the tests bring back and then maybe over time this might become a solution for you if things get too bad…
A slight “wake up” call, nonetheless… plus a couple of bruises of where my friend was pinching my leg whilst watching the accompanying video’s… :-)

Corneal Crosslinking...











Keraring Implants






In the end it was quite a tiring day, both mentally and physically, but it’s a good start toward managing my condition even better, so well worth it, this feeling itself was boosted aswell by the fact that I understood from Suzanne the specialist that was doing most of tests , that she was kinda impressed with  the way I moved around despite my restricted vision and the knowledge I seemed to have on the subject of KC already, although she made also very clear that I might need to take better care of the way I take care of my contacts and maybe clean my hands a bit better whilst placing them in and out of my eyes…. Oh well, cant be perfect I guess…. J

Al to do now is wait for the results and get this managing started…








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